I know it's been a long time now but I am sitting here missing you so much and wanting to be able to be alone and chat awhile. So many things going on and I want to talk to you, I want to hear your voice. Am trying to move on but today my heart is aching sweetheart I Love you still and always will xxx

It's funny when sad things happen that they also release happy memories. I haven't seen Peter for many years, but he will always remain in my thoughts as one of many of the Chapmans carrying the dingy down to the beach in Dorset, hoisting up the tent , by taking a pole each and trundling around Knitsons farm field until we found the right spot and travelling in Uncle Ray's van on one if our many trips down to Studland. Although my contact drifted apart , I still feel that happy feeling of being a child again every time I go down to Dorset . That place would never have been the same without Peter and his family. Xx oh and not forgetting the rounders games , where I believe Peter always got the highest score ?

I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.